Patterning after things?
12/3/02 10:20 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
alasanonRather than going to work immediately, (I'm not even dressed yet--I'm guaranteed late no matter what I do at this point.) I've made the absurd choice to consider my habit of doing things in patterns, in rhythms, in repeated cycles. And then breaking them, rather deliberately.
I do this with a vast range of subjects--eating, dressing, writing, drawing, my studies, my friends--the list could go on.
It almost amounts to a mania of sorts, or nearly obsessive-compulsive behaviour. If I think about it, I can trace it back many, many years. I've done it since I was a small child, and it seems to be harmless, indeed, most people don't seem to notice it.
This bears thinking upon. Perhaps I'll write more here later. As it is, I don't want to be too late for work.
(bah. work.)
I do this with a vast range of subjects--eating, dressing, writing, drawing, my studies, my friends--the list could go on.
It almost amounts to a mania of sorts, or nearly obsessive-compulsive behaviour. If I think about it, I can trace it back many, many years. I've done it since I was a small child, and it seems to be harmless, indeed, most people don't seem to notice it.
This bears thinking upon. Perhaps I'll write more here later. As it is, I don't want to be too late for work.
(bah. work.)
