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It wasn’t beautiful, it wasn’t graceful, but it is complete, and sometimes that’s all that matters.

I hope next year is cleaner and sweeter and brighter. I have things I want to do.

Squeak it.

12/31/24 10:45 pm
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I’m in a bit of a race against time, in exactly the way I always enjoy. Last minute, late night, low stakes.

Better not forget this last one.

Convenient of 2024 to end on a Tuesday.
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Once again grief has come in winter. Though it’s not a brutal grief, sitting heavy and lumpen in the chest. This one is softer, more a blanket of snow over brittle stems.
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Well, instead of documenting the year every week, I’ll be backposting from the end of the year, which was, in fact, almost exactly as destructive as I anticipated it being. I’ve had a lot of thoughts and lost a lot of time this year, remembering that writing is a thing I can do has been difficult at best, and keeping a schedule… ahhh.

This is going to be a little bit of a struggle, but I’m going to do it.

I’m very tired.
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No matter what disasters we inflict on ourselves, the mass we live on will continue on with or without us.
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Ten days later, a moment before a disaster.
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Your whiskers blur when you are at speed.
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Blisters in the sun have nothing on sore knees in the rain.
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To set things ablaze, beautiful blossoms and hearts and clouds in the sky

But sometimes the wind and weather ruin it all for everyone
(To be fair, that was actually pretty funny)
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Gunpowder treason

No one talks about that these days. But perhaps we should think about it more.

Today was an awful day.
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Everything is moving faster now than it used to and I can’t tell if it’s because I am moving slower or if the zoetrope is slowing down.
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The last of October winds blew around me as I walked, so slowly the me of several years ago could have beaten myself in a race in my sleep.
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I love Japan, I do. I always want to go back, more than almost anywhere else.
It was a comfort to have him with me but also strange.

I saw no live music and it felt odd, but no one I wanted to see was touring in that liminal autumn space.

Instead, I saw spider lilies.
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