Wine trickling over your hands

I've had a few days on my own and all I've done is sleep. It's like I never quite wake up for days at a time, and even when I'm outside and moving, it's not real. I don't know what to do about it or how to fix it or even ...if I can? If I want to? If this is just how life is anymore?

Considering the last couple of years, perhaps it's not surprising. It's certainly not only me.